This week has been exhausting…and it’s only the first week of the semester.
I’ve been in a constant state of panic about school and the wedding. I was browsing The Knot and learned that we’re breaking a wedding rule by having a cash bar. Apparently it’s considered rude for the hosts to have a cash bar instead of an open bar, but even if we provided only a few choices of alcoholic beverages, we’d be way over budget. I can only hope that our guests aren’t too offended that we’re only able to offer a cash bar. I had no idea about this “rule” and now I feel horrible about it, but there’s really nothing I can do. Of course I’m going to put this detail on the wedding website and RSVP card, so I won’t catch anyone by surprise.
The planning process is getting way too stressful for me. I’m tired of worrying about wedding etiquette, and I’m ready for our big day to come and go. I will be happy when it’s finally over, as bad as that might sound. Anxiety is hard enough to deal with when life is just business as usual, so everything that comes with wedding planning is just about enough to break me.
I’m glad the weekend is finally here. I need some time to catch my breath and try to relax.
Keep Calm and Carreon 